Tubby.Thoughts

6 days ago

“Lonely” Ramble

So I was in love, dead ass saw my future with this guy. A year and 7 and i’m thinkin everything is good. We get into an argument one night in the end of January. Couples argue, it happens. The next morning I’m left behind for the best friend. (at least that’s how I see it. It would be different but whatever) talk about a girl’s world being shattered. That was a rough ass time for me. I never wanted to do anything. Grades started. Lost a total of like 15 pounds. One day I was like this shit can’t continue, so with the encouragement of my friends I got a counselor. God bless Cathy’s heart. She really helped me thru. Am I over it? Naw, not yet. Past it…yeah pretty much. (would be more past it if I didn’t his and her twitter names constantly being RT on to my TL) but movin back along. I’m back on my feet now, but I’m startin to feel a lil empty. Like, I know I’m only 21 and to most people that’s “too young to be too serious” but I can’t help but want a man in my life in that aspect. I’ve met a couple guys in the past couple of weeks but something’s always up with em. They either live cross country, has a girlfriend, is an old flame that already had their chance, or is just a flat out no. There was this one guy really recently that I was really startin to dig and I’m pretty sure the feeling was mutual, but tat can’t work out for many reasons. (not right now at least) I know that God has a plan and that when He sees fit my king will come waltzing in to my life and all will be ok. But for now, I just feel empty and incomplete, not to mention still heart broken from my ex and sad about my recent “situation.” And it all just kinda sucks right now. So at the moment I’m hella sad. *shrugs* hopefully I’m ok in the morning.

1 week ago

#Scandal - I love their creepin’ behinds.

Notes: 293 / 1 week ago from kanyebreast (originally from tvhousehusband)

kanyebreast:

brosninja:

alwaystheoviereya:

lovewashername:

tvhousehusband:

Maxine Shaw, attorney at law, Part II.

love her forever.

For forever and a day….

she became my favorite over the years

my fav